hello there blogger.. my little escape route. so i'm a bit down today, been at home all day .. was meant to be at school doing WSLD - whole school learning day, but i just wasnt feeling myself last night, stressing myself out- i just feel exhausted. suppose it's good i'm going on holiday soon.. hopefully it will be good:/ but knowing my luck.. something will go wrong ergh. so right now i should be rewriting my second essay but honestly i just don't want to. i have wrote my first essay did 1 & a half pages then i moved on too this one & i did 2 & a bit.. but still have 6 to go.. & a whole graphic's project to finsh:/ just not my week. And my mum told me earlier that we will have two students in march so that's me kicked out my bedroom for two weeks most likely. least it's money:/ but still. oo & my sisters boyfriend might be moving in. GREAT. also i've been speaking to this dude recently he's proper nice.. but hes my sisters friends ex and hes 20.. so yea the age difference. but honestly nothing would even happen.. i don't even want a boyfriend why does everything always have to cause problems. just nice to have someone different to talk to, just to have a joke.. but his ex gf found out & told my sister.. so she was like why are you talking to him & i was just like honestly cbb for hassle.. so i ain't talking to him anymore, especially after last night. i added a old friend on facebook for his girlfriend to then have a go at me, stupid fucking chav. but i am going london this weekend so that should be good.. but i dunno suppose i just want a lot of things to go away, also hard when your friends get down a lot & theres nothing you can do to really help or when you start to drift from people.. meh cbb to reeally write anymore. just needed to get it down.