I feel i'm screwed and completely confused. The beginning of this week I was on a complete high after passing my driving test, something I had been worried about for weeks but now I'm applying for university and feel i'm just driving myself into a massive pit. I know what I want to do and I just want to do it! It's not like school or college, where everyone has the fair chance of learning, it's controlled and tactful. If you're not a A grade student with loads of experience and volunteered for every charity association that exists then your personal statement is the only thing you've got to go on. I've left it all last minute and now I'm completely screwed with no place to turn. The chances of me succeeding in something I've been set on for years is slowly crumbling away. I just hope they see something in me, but even if I do get a chance it could be somewhere which I could end up hating. It's a life changing experience which I've completely screwed up and hate myself for it. Ah well, suppose I better carry on trying even if it means I do fail.