wooow.

WOOOW.
i love it how your all depressed & now you got the one thing you wanted back & everythings all ok for you, everythings jus fineee, & your lifee is amazing. well doesnt matter thou does it, cause if your okay, thats all that matters rite... i ment nothing to you right, because if i did i would of thought i mite of had some kind of cluee, you would of thought anyway.

you get all moody with mee cause i dont meet you, you say you have work so i meet someone else, then last minute you change your mind and then expect me to ditch my plans to be like yeaaah sure. then you bitch about me to one of my bestfriends thinking they wont tell me, you always said wow shan, i hate seeing you upset & people treating you so shit. but look what your doing rite now? ever thought about that. cause you mite not realise it hurts to feel like your not good enough for someone.

one minute we argue & then we're fine & then we're drifting hardly talking, yanno what i hate it. i just want it to all be fine & the past months to be forgotten but the truth is they cant, can they, how much we can try to say forget the past, lets move on. we cant. maybe you have began to & yes i am soo happy for you, but just feels like once again i am gonna be second & basically nothing.

hess a dick, then he isnt, then he is wow make up your mind. ohhh thats rite i am jealous of you, yeaah totally?[y] well done. ahh seriously i just cbb with you sometimes. your nice when you want something other wise you just treat me like a little kid who doesnt have any feelings.

& you well i just dont no, i wanna trust you & i wanna just be all happy but i cant, i cant lie to you like i am fine cause i'm not. sorry. you try help so hard, but sometimes you dont really understand what i mean, & then you go do or say something stupid & it all just goes back to square one, like a game of snakes & ladders.