5 more days..
5 more days of year ten.
Until the summer i have been waiting for right?
I really don't think its gonna be, what i want:/ I want it to be like amazing because it's my last summer before i finish school for well forever. wow that sounds kinda scary tbh. but i just have this feeling its gonna be shit. my friends gonna go on holiday for 3 WEEKS, 21 DAYS. i know it sounds silly but i know i'm gonna miss her alot:/ and well recently i like to keep everything which is precious to me close. i know shes not actually going anywhere but i guess i worry alot. because recently somethings happen which i didnt expect, and it shook me up. its hard enough losing someone but losing someone unexpectily well that hits you ten times harder. cant exactly explain it:/ but makes you feel empty, and very causious of the things around you & greatful for what you have, but very sensitive and well i dont need to feel any more sensitive bad enough as it is.
ahhhh i wrote this a couple days agoo.. but i didnt really finish it i didnt really no what else to write and well i dont no what to write now either[a] haa. WOW ceeeb to write anymore lets just BLOG it baby.
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