why is it that we block everything out when we can't take it anymore? why is it we lie to people and tell them that we're fine when we're not? we say it's because we don't want people to know, we don't want people to know the truth. but you can't ever hide from the truth, it will only eat a way at your thoughts. so what do i do now, when you won't listen? when all you say is sorry, while a few tears run down my face. what do i do, when you just want to pretend, this all never happened? i have lost too many people and all i can think is i'm going to lose you as well, so please just listen to me. just talk to me, talk to someone. because it's eating away at me, so what if it hurts like hell when you tell me so what? if it keeps you here, then that's all i care about anymore. so let the tears run, let go of it all, move forward, because i want happy memories, not this, not the awkward moments when i see you in the corridor, not the long texts saying sorry. i want the memories full of laughter and smiles, because if you want to support me, then how can you if you can't even support yourself. night blogger. x