Arrogance

Arrogance is not clever, nor is it an attractive trait to have. So why are you like it, does it make you feel big, better than other people. So many people just need to get off their high horse and begin to understand the simple reality of human emotions. Because right now all you do is treat people like shit whenever you feel like it, but somehow you still manage to win. You still managed to get treated like an absolute god and like you've done nothing wrong, but this couldn't be anymore wrong. asdfgh. Just needed to get that out, even though I know you won't ever change.

Positivity has disappeared.

It's gotten to that point, where being positive doesn't always feel like an option. You're tired, you're stressed out, cold, wet and to be honest you can't really be bothered to do anything other then sleep. The deadlines are creeping closer and you're already behind and it's only week 4. You just wish everything would go on hold and you could do everything at your own pace. But it's not that easy. You just need to get on with it, keep pushing yourself harder. You will get there, you will only achieve what you're willing to put in.

Get me out this hell hole.

This blog is as simple as the title states it is. I just wish for one day a moment spent with my family wouldn't be dreaded, for one event not to be spoiled by one person having ago at the other or for you to just be f*cki' happy. Living here sometimes feels like my own personal jail. You're so blind to everything going on around you, other than the basic sh*t that involves you. It drives me insane. But one sarcastic comment coming from my self telling you just to lighten up or smile and you just eat me. You're always stressed and you always with out fail make it feel like it's all my fault or I can't enjoy anything because life is just worthless, pointless breaths of existence. I hate thinking like that but that is the kind of impact your thoughts, comments have made on me and I just wish you'd realise or did something for yourself. Maybe going away for Uni would just be the best thing for me. Who knows.