Get me out this hell hole.

This blog is as simple as the title states it is. I just wish for one day a moment spent with my family wouldn't be dreaded, for one event not to be spoiled by one person having ago at the other or for you to just be f*cki' happy. Living here sometimes feels like my own personal jail. You're so blind to everything going on around you, other than the basic sh*t that involves you. It drives me insane. But one sarcastic comment coming from my self telling you just to lighten up or smile and you just eat me. You're always stressed and you always with out fail make it feel like it's all my fault or I can't enjoy anything because life is just worthless, pointless breaths of existence. I hate thinking like that but that is the kind of impact your thoughts, comments have made on me and I just wish you'd realise or did something for yourself. Maybe going away for Uni would just be the best thing for me. Who knows.