is it my fault you are the way you are? is it my fault, our friendship has sunk to nothing, is it my fault you've gone from happy to sad, did i just make every thing 10 times worse. i did, didnt i? i did all of this, was i being selfish? did i actually think about what would happen, atleast i thought i did. i never meant to effect you like this, i would never ever think of hurting you like this has, but theres nothing i can do, because its out of my control. i do keep trying to make things better, but i can't do it, it just doesn't work. it makes me so angry & upset, i never wanted this to happen, i was just trying to do something which made me happy, which it has it really has, but at the same time, i've lost someone, who i thought would be by my side forver, but they can't anymore, they say they're there, but are they, are they really? i havnt just effected us though, have i? i've effected things with others as well. i've fucked things up, i've fucked things up real good. i'm sorry.
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