hello..

well hello blogger.. to be honest i don't really know what i am about to write about but i suppose lets just see what comes up in mind. So whats new in the life of shannon? um nothing.. apart from my lovely christmas presents! oo and i'm now on tumblr.. which is where i like to share my small little thoughts as well as on here of course!:).. http://cookie-monster2010.tumblr.com/ It's the christmas holidays at the moment and i should have done a lot of revision for my two exams coming up! but i am just so exhausted and fed up with the thought of exams i suppose it's pushed me the other way but I am going to push my self to do some at least every other night! AND that is going to be a challenge. What else has been on my mind.. well the thought of a new year! a new beginning.. a chance to move on with my self. i'm sixteen next year, i leave school, i start college, its a big year for me, for me and my friends. it's not going to be easy but i am sure i will get through it! i got through this one didn't i and the one before! Funny how fast time flies when you think about it.. a whole decade has gone by, ten years since i lost my great nan but i can still remember it like yesterday, alots changed since then. I've grown up a lot, things have changed. Christmas for example.. it's not just me mum dad my sisters and my gran and my nan.. its bob bill and the other. No but seriously, it's not like it was. And sometimes i feel being the youngest sister i have to grow up quicker.. which isnt all bad but i do miss having the special christmas's and just being us five.. but it's never us five. when again will it ever just be us, my family that i remember. Yes i complain about them and we don't always get along great but sometimes that's all i really want. But i'm not gonna start getting down about it got enough to worry about then being selfish(: It's weird really how someone like me can be such a ray of sunshine but can be so dark.. sometimes i dont really understand my self but i suppose i like to be a mystery.. i was reading about my star sign on this website .. http://www.exploreastrology.co.uk/PersonalityTraitsTaurus.html & alot of i belive is true.. sorrry i am too lazy to share anymore.. g'night:)