each day i take a step, a step higher, slowly reaching even ground. things are getting better not easier. i am learning that in every situation, theres always something good you can focus on. i dont like being sad, so i'm not? i havnt cried in over a week and for me that is the biggest achievement i have had in a long time. i dont enjoy sitting alone and wishing for my life to be easier, i prefar laughing and smiling, don't we all? but if we all do prefar that, why do we choose to let our selves drop to a level that it feels impossible we cant get off of? i'm no better then anyone else and i would never upset someone intentionally but sometimes people dont no when enough is enough.
we take alot for granted with out realising, we make ourselves feel worse without even knowing so, today a man came into school to talk to my year group about maximising achievment and when i first heard about it i was like yes..:) i am looking forward to it and then someone said it was rubbish so my want.. dropped. but then i was like if i go in with a open mind i will find out for myself and tbh i am very glad i did. it was an inspiration which inspired me to write a blog actually but as i started one last night i thought well i shall add to it..
every one person has a dream, every one person is going through the same thing ...life. sometimes as people we feel sorry for ourselves either because we're having a bad day or somethings not quite going right, but thats just the facts of life. with out the bad things we wouldnt be so greatful for the good.
only,one person can change your life, you
i like to be different, i like to stand out from the crowd, to be unique to shine in my own way. i have a few dreams which i would like to follow and i suppose the process starts now, today. everything seems impossible untill its done. but why dont you give something new a try? why dont you take a step out of your comfort zone, see what you can do.
my favourite things in life.. the people i share my life with, my animals,coookies, new clothes, shopping, the cookie monster, getting into bed when i am really tired and just falling asleep, writing, acting, netball, having long chats with people & realising how lucky i have it, fooood, feeling good about my self, the feeling of being loved and cared about by someone other then my family, meeting new people and instantly feeling like you have known them for years, dancing too music like a idiot, making people smile, watching and helping people go from down to low, looking through old pictures, being appreciated, doing well in school, acheiving, setting goals and meeting them, running as fast as i can for no reason, laughing so much i cry, being snuggled up to the person you love and just not wanting to let go, being held and to be told your loved, singing to music, going out with my friends and just having a laugh with out having to try, looking through old pictures, the feeling of someone looking up to me.. so theres so many things i love in the life.. so surely they can over come the bad.. so this is my step, my step in the right direction.
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