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I know I always crack on about time and how fast it goes but recently I just can't even begin to imagine where the time has gone. The Saturday just passed my eldest sister got married, and of course I was one of the amazing bridesmaids! The day felt like minutes not hours, one minute I was in the hair dressers the next I was down the aisle and then suddenly I was drunk on the dance floor. Definitely a high light of this year and my summer, but it doesn't feel real. My sister is no longer a Cutting; Denise Cutting, Dave Cutting, Natalie Cutting, Shannon Cutting and Louise Brown. Say what. One thing that does suck being 5/6 years younger than my sister, I constantly feel like the baby and forever lonely as one is married and has a daughter the other is engaged and discussing moving out and finding a new job and there's me, the constantly tired, b&q worker who is forever alone feel like such a lemon at family meals when everyone has someone and I have my food. blablablaaaaa enough of me moaning. I also went go karting tonight for my very late birthday four of my friends came out of the total 27 that turned up but oh well, it was a laugh and nice to do something different! I also saw a friend who I haven't seen properly in eight months:| sooo that was very nice; even got a cheeky lift home. Cannot wait until I can drive but feels soo far away. Had my seventh driving lesson today still trying to stay motivated but it's hard sometimes, I literally get angry so easily recently, I have no patience at all. Not sure what I shall do with myself tomorrow, maybe a run? I should go sleep though as I feel knackered. God bless blogger.