Money isn't happiness

Well as we all sit here moaning about the same thing this summer, either that we have to go to work or we still haven't got a job. Every day feels like you're working or being turned down by another shit company which you never wanted to work for in the first place you just got desperate as the want for money is getting ever more stronger. When you're working it's sunny and when you have a day off it seems to pour down and even when you don't have a job and it's sunny either all your friends are working or you have no money to do anything anyway. So none of us are winning. I sometimes wish money was the answer though, I wish buying things would result in eternal happiness, I wish I didn't feel so stressed even though I'm on holiday from college. Maybe it is this waiting for the results which is keeping me on edge. But I hate it, I also do need to get off my ass and look at University's. I'm such a chicken, but today I did do more revision for my theory test and washed my car so the whole day wasn't a complete waste and I organised a day out tomorrow and going to netball for a hour and meeting a friend for a small walk so I can't really complain. In addition, it's been sunny! But I did have a silly cry yesterday, stupid hormones. Being female isn't always great. But I suppose I just need to keep myself motivated, I might even have a holiday coming who knows. If it plans out right I defiantly deserve the best friend in the world award.