Time

Life is on a scale, a scale of time, it involves decisions, choices, risks. It's weird how years can feel like days and days can feel like minutes. One minute you're at first school playing dress up doctors and nurses, the next you are going into town without the parents and then you're making school decisions and thinking about your exams. Then suddenly you have finished your first year of college, you're learning to drive and you've successfully been in the world of work for a year. Where has the time gone!? In 6 days my eldest sister is getting married and she has an eighth month old daughter, it's scary but it's my reality. Before I know it my other sister will be pregnant and awaiting her wedding day, this makes me all the more worried and concerned for my future. Not only am I totally undecided of what Uni I'm going to or when, I feel like the family single retard. Forever alone. Oh wow, I start writing a blog then half way just give up asdfghjkl. I give up on this blog already. lalalalala. Just going to write random shiz now because well I feel like it. I want chocolate cake and I blame strada for this craving being unfulfilled. bed time, to tired to write anymore. I NEED TO TIDY MY GOD DAMN ROOM. grrrr.