Just one step at a time

So I sit here in bed knowing I should either be sleeping or revising, something more helpful then drinking a hot chocolate, writing a blog and watching tv. But lets face it, I'm not going to do either one of the first two things. Two days until my two exams and to be honest with you, I am NOT looking forward to that day at all:( But my best-friend text me last night/this morning with a very sweet text! I absolutely love that girl and with out her I would be so lost. She's always looking out for me, there's not many people who can say they have a best-friend and fully mean it. So I personally think I'm lucky to have found someone like her. I wish I didn't have two exams on Wednesday. I wish my memory was an awful lot better. I wish I could just ace this shit and not have to worry. Why can't I be the smart kid in the corner of the class? WHY. Shit would be easy then & I could get A's in my sleep. BUT no. I'm the unintelligent one who works their ass off for an average grade or even worse a fail. Nothing makes me more angry - okay that's a lie, lots of things make me angry. Easily pleased but also easily irritated. asdfghj to lazy to write anymore, bed time for me!!! Night xoxoxo To be continued after Wednesday:')