Triggers

Literally I hate myself sometimes, how I let one thing just trigger a stream of emotions. One sentence, one word can just make me go from one extreme to the other. Why the hell do I have to be such an emotional bitch. Wish I could just be an emotionless twat, it just seems that everything would be easier then. Don't even know why I even feel like this. Asdfghjkl. Suppose nothing ever makes sense. Music is all I need right now.