Control

It's silly how we let people have control of us and our emotions. Crying ourselves to sleep, not being able to smile, taking away every little bit of self belief you have in yourself because you're so caught up on them, so caught up on their lies, their ignorance. We're stupid for letting them have control, we're stupid for crying at every chance we are alone because they're on our mind, so my thoughts are I need to build a big ass bridge and get the fuck over it. If people don't have the time for you, why have the time for them, so I'm going to get off my ass sing to the far heavens & get my ass to work and stuff my face with food when I get to my sisters. Just under two weeks and it's summer! So here is my aim to just fucking smile.