The Edge

Do you ever feel completely on edge? Like you could just snap at any moment and when you do, you know you're just going to cry and cry and cry. Well this is exactly how I felt tonight. Well actually that's a lie, I was oblivious to how I was actually feeling inside because I was just putting on a brave face and trying to think positive. But really it didn't take much until I 'snapped'. But the thing is the last person I expected to make me feel like this was you? I get to work feeling quite content, tired but knew I just had to get on with things. However you obviously wanted to ruin this as you completely snapped at me putting me into tears and shaking. You're 35 yet thought it was fine to act in this way towards me knowing how sensitive I am and that I was stressed out, I never mean to cause problems or make hassle, it wasn't my intention at all. I suppose that didn't matter though because I still managed to. My head hurts and I just want to sleep but I know I can't as I have a two and a half hour AS English exam tomorrow which is worth 60% of my total grade, but even staying awake doesn't help because I feel so shit it's not that anything will even go into my tiny thick head. Just want you to give me cuddles and stay with me until I fall asleep, would make things a lot easier.