You made this choice.

You want to know what really gets to me right now? It's you, you sit there feeling sorry for yourself about how we're not close anymore, but you made this choice, not any one else Y O U. It's been six months since you've seen me properly, half a year & for some one who's meant to be your best friend this is what you least expect. If you care why do you not make any effort? O wow a virtual message once a month, lucky me. Sometimes I go days and I won't think about it but then there is days like today where actually I just can't stop and all I want to do is rant as it was just one big shock to the system. We went from nights in watching films, drives, Bristol. We were finally getting close again! But nope you've literally chucked me a side like you couldn't care less and to be honest with you that fucking hurts and as much as I can say I don't care, I do so well done.